Moving On

Sometimes it's hard
to move on
to forget
to stop the obsessing in my head
Why do you have to be
the person I want to share it all with
to talk with
to listen with
Why do you have to inspire my stupid poetry
why can I always come back to you
I want to scream at you to let me be
stop leading me on
I know you don't mean to
But it sucks
it really does
you tell me to wait
you disprove of them all
pick something already
friends or more?
you say the former
yet you won't let me move on
its really hard
to move on